we together for 5 year also maintain from a long distance relationship. when i am start together with him i am in Taiping he in Penang, but once i go penang for my study he go Kulim for working d. so until i am graduate my diploma in Penang den i am pursue my study to kl d.
when i am in penang he in kulim every weekend we also meet with each other once a week then we use to be together every weekend but now me in kl maybe we just meet once a month only. it is not really hard to have a long distance relationship, it is need some trust and faith on this. i trust him all the time until i am back from kl i am just realise he change d. he let me feel something unpresent.
haiz!!!! so sad!!! why i cant have a sweet moment with him all the time. can say 5 year and 5 month we jz have not more than 365 day is sweet moment. all the day like christmas, birthday, valentine, new year, we also never had a nice and sweet moment on that event, the end we just have an arguing. why??i am dint ask him give me anything i am just need some secure feel from him only,that it! i am just need to let him appreciate what i am done for him, ya, i am admit sometime i am really dono how to appreciate what he done for me and make him angry all the time. why we cant like others have a sweet moment ?ok he dont like to compare with others then why we cant have a nice moment when we together?even i am come bk form kl he come back from penang and we jz meet for 2 day we also can have a very serious and huge arguing there?why??my fault?? all the time once we have an arguing all the time he said is my fault is me begin this arguing.and all the moment i am remember just an unhappy moment. why???!!!! so unfair for me~~
i am really not understand him, he also not understand me, i am so curious why he so worried i will say about his bad thing to others, i wont do that ok!!! really hard to accpet such ending. hurt !!!!